And You Thought

I kept silent and said only your feelings...
And you thought, I talked a lot!!
I felt numb, expressed your pain..
And you thought, I talked a lot!!
Beneath my skin, I found pins, Piercing my Soul, burning my dreams...
And you thought, I was pretending!!
I was a Dreamer, a Bud ready to Bloom...
And you thought, I was all Gloom!!!

Now, when I am Dead...
You can feel, what I felt...
the Miseries, the Pain...
the Heartaches and the Silence...
And now, You can....
Cry alone....!!!

Romnatic Muddy Night

This post is written for BLOGESHWAR and Anubhooti

Dear Diary..

This was one of the funniest and most romantic day of my life.

People might have fallen in water or ground or anywhere else in love but has anybody heard about fallen in "MUD"!! We fell down in Mud (heheheh) and seriously speaking don't know whether it was a deliberate act of us or of God..

We were very gloomy because he(Namit) was going, didnt know what to do, we were really sad. Holding each others hand we were just walking like lonely clouds, together yet alone. Didnt notice that there was mud or you can say Drain full of green alge.. I stepped in 1st it and he followed me!! There was no feeling of where we were landing up, the only thing which was goin in our mind was that, how will we live without each other.. 2nd step and Chhappakk!!! we realised that we were in trouble. Namit said, "yehi hona baki reh gaya tha!!!" (hehehhe) Dreanched in dirty water, we were laughing hysterically on what happened.. Seriously we were feeling so dirty, eeekk!! a horryfiying feeling yet we were happy to be with each other! It was terrible cold but we hardly felt so!! The best part of this romantic Muddy night was the beautiful Moon, which was damn close to the Earth as we were close to each other!!

Parting away with someone you love is really painful but in our case it was different it was funny, hilarious!! Good for us as it is always better to part away with smile rather than with tears... :)

This was all I did today.. I am tired and sleepy!! Good Night!! :)